I wished on 11.11 tonight.
Please give me a sign. Or 5. Or 10.
I just need answers, and clarity.
Sign #1: I am a mess. Thank you G-d for clarifying that. How did I come to this conclusion? Packing at the last minute (two hours before having to leave) and everything’s just a mess. Oy vey.
Things: I *think* I want to get my nails done for the first time in my life. Maybe French tips with my ring finger glitter and Jewish star. I don’t really want fake nails tho. Also, after yesterday, I decided I really need to do something with my mess of hair. I am so thankful this person spoke up and said something to me. Very, very grateful actually. Hair has a lot to do with my moods, so if I do my hair, I feel better. No wonder I’ve felt shitty for months. Haven’t done my hair.
I have Elie Wiesel’s Night book and I will be reading on the plane. It might be a bad idea to read this sort of thing in public because I ugly cry.
Bye. Until my plane lands….