I dislike mornings like this. Where I wake up and wonder what I’m doing and what have I actually done with my life. Am I enough? Have I done enough? Am I doing everything that my souls journey is supposed to be doing to complete this life on earth? I’m not getting any younger and then I have a panic attack that I am just not where I need to be. And right now, I’m so all over the place, I don’t know where my dreams are located. I’m stuck. I feel suffocated. I fell asleep on a merry-go-round only to wake up on a roller coaster. One of those terrible and unstable ones that make you turn green. Yeah. I don’t know. This is a confusing morning….but I need to keep in mind, this new light in my life gave me a new lease on life. So it is like being reborn again. In a way. Turn of a new century feeling instead of just a chapter. I have to know and believe this is perfect timing of everything that’s happened with my new life.